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BEAUtiful Boy:)
About Me

I figured I'd put some infor about me on here, as well.  I'm just gonna post one of those annoying self surveys that I always get from people in email:)  It's a rather personal one, but hey...whatever:)  Enjoy:P

Any questions, comments, or whatever...then email me, IM me....tell me:P
 
Peace out, yo!:) 
~*~Samantha~*~
 

Name:  Samantha Weaver

Age:  1920 April 16!:)

Birthday:  4-16-82

Height:  5'4"

Hair Color: brown, dyed red/auburn usually

Eye Color:  brown, purple with my contacts:)

Fav Color:  purple, silver, blue

Do you have a crush?:  God...no...I'm over that...lol  Besides...i'm almost 20...what the hell do I need with a crush....lol

Fav Actor:  Sidney Poitier, Kevin Spacey, Harrison Ford, Bruce Willis, Alec Baldwin, John Travolta, Ryan Phillippe, Jason Biggs, Breckin Meyer, Josh Hartnet

Fav Actress:  Audrey Hepburn, Michelle Phieffer, Julie Roberts, Mena Suvari, Reese Witherspoon, Julia Stiles, Sarah-Michelle Gellar

Fav Movie?:  Grease, Wizard Of Oz, To Sir With Love, Breakfast At Tiffanys, Bye Bye Birdie, Loser, What Lies Beneath, Dont Say A Word, American Pie 1 & 2

Fav Play?: Bye Bye Birdie, Kilkee, My Fair Lady, Chicago, Side Show

Fav TV show?:  Buffy, Angel, 7th Heaven, Gilmore Girls, Charmed, Dawsons Creek, Roswell, Felicity, Random Years, Lizzie McGuire, Even Stevens, Real World, OSBOURNES!!!!:)hehe General Hospital, Port Charles, All My Children, TRL

Fav TV character?:  Buffy, Angel, Cordilla(Angel), Felicity, Rory & Lorilie Gilmore(Gilmore Grls), Joey(Dawsons Creek), Pheobe & Piper(Charmed)

Fav TV personality?:  Carson Daly, Regis & Kelly

Fav cartoon character?:  Smurfs, Anyone on Daria!:)  The South Park kids:)

If you could be any cartoon character, which one would you be, and why?:  I would TOTALLY be DARIA!  Why?  Why the hell not!?!?!  lol  Dude....she's the Shit!:) 

Fav Award Show?:  Grammys, Oscars, MTV Video and Movie awards, Teen Choice Awards, Kids Choice Awards

Fav SINGER:  Shakira, Britney, Aaron Carter, Joey McIntyre, Mandy Moore, Paul McCartney, Donny Osmond, Alicia Keys, Jacob Young, Michelle Branch, John Lennon, Tim McGraw, Faith Hill

Fav BAND:  Bon Jovi, Poison, Strokes, The Beatles, The Calling, Life House, Incibus, BSB, DreamStreet

Fav Song:  *of all time*-You're The Inspiration-Chicago, Let It Be-The Beatles

                  *right now*-You Dont See Me and Pretend To Be Nice-(both)Josie & The Pussycats(shut up...its a good song! lol), So Complicated-Carloyn Dawn Johnson, Echo-Incubus, Goodbye To You-Michelle Branch, Praise Chorus-Jimmy Eat World

The Lyrics to it:  Well, theres a lot...lol  How bout these 3 songs:)

 

 

Let It Be

 

When I find myself in times of trouble,
mother Mary comes to me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness,
she is standing right in front of me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

And when the broken hearted people,
living in the world agree,
there will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is
still a chance that they will see,
there will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Let it be, let it be. Yeah.
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

Let it be, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.
And when the night is cloudy,
here is still a light that shines on me,
shine on until tomorrow, let it be.
I wake up to the sound of music,
mother Mary comes to me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

 

 

You're The Inspiration

 

You know our love was meant to be
The kind of love to last forever
And I want you here with me
From tonight until the end of time
You should know
Everywhere I go
Always on my mind
In my heart
In my soul

Baby, you're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me saying
"No one needs you more than I need you"

And I know (And I know)
Yes I know that it's plain to see
So in love when we're together
Now I know (Now I know)
That I need you here with me
From tonight until the end of time
You should know (Yes, you need to know)
Everywhere I go
You're always on my mind
You're in my heart
In my soul

You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me saying
"No one needs you more than I need you"
(No one needs you more than I)
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me saying
"No one needs you more than I need you"
(No one needs you more)
You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
When you love somebody
'Til the end of time
When you love somebody
Always on my mind / No one needs you more than I
When you love somebody
'Til the end of time
When you love somebody
Always on my mind / No one needs you more than I

 

Praise Chorus

Are you gonna live your life wonderin' standing in the back lookin' around?
Are you gonna waste your time thinkin' how you've grown up or how you missed out?
Things are never gonna be the way you want.
Where's it gonna get you acting serious?
Things are never gonna be quite what you want.
Or even at 25, you gotta start sometime.
I'm on my feet, I'm on the floor, I'm good to go.
Now all I need is just to hear a song I know.
I wanna always feel like part of this was mine.
I wanna fall in love tonight.
Are you gonna live your life standing in the back looking around?
Are you gonna waste your time?
Gotta make a move or you'll miss out.
Someone's gonna ask you what it's all about.
Stick around nostalgia won't let you down.
Someone's gonna ask you what it's all about.
Whatcha gonna have to say for yourself?
I'm on my feet, I'm on the floor, I'm good to go.
Now all I need is just to hear a song I know.
I wanna always feel like part of this was mine.
I wanna fall in love tonight.
Crimson and clover, over and over.
Crimson and clover, over and over.
Our house in the middle of the street, why did we ever meet?
Started my rock 'n roll fantasy.
Don't don't, don't let's start, why did we ever part?
Kick start my rock 'n rollen heart.
I'm on my feet, I'm on the floor, I'm good to go.
So come on Davey, sing me somethin' that I know.
I wanna always feel like part of this was mine.
I wanna fall in love tonight.
Here tonight.
I wanna always feel like part of this was mine
I wanna fall in love tonight.

 

Is there a song that is the story of your life and what is it?:  Umm...yeah, I guess you could say some depressing songs are...lol...the Josie & The Pussycat songs that I mentioned above in fav songs, and "So Complicated", maybe Michelle Branch-"Everywhere" kinda.  Teenage Dirtbag, by Wheatus...lol

Why is it?:  Uhh...cuz like, I can relate to them, or-uh, something like that...lol

Ever met anyone famous?:  yes

Who?:  No Authority, Kirk Cameron, Nick Wechsler(Kyle from Roswell), Raine from Our Lady Peace, Tripp & Ken from Static X, and kinda sorta Incubus.  Oh yeah, and I touched Justin and Joey at an NSYNC concert:)...that count for anything...lol  *even though I basically hate Justin Timberlake and I'm not really all that into NSYNC nowadays anymore...still LOVE Lance, Joey, and Chris, though:)hehe...they should make their own group:)hehe 

Do you like MTV?:  yeah

VH1?:  Eh...I like Behind The Music:)  And that Sebastian Bach show:) (he's hot, yo! lol...that's the 80's glam metal obsession in me:P hehe)

Much Music?:  Well, I like it better before they made the Much USA thing

MTV 2?:  Dont know...dont get it

Fav radio stations?:  96.5, 107.7, 100.7, 106.9, 94.9, 101.3, 92.5, 105.7

What kind of music does it play?:  96.5, 92.5 & 107.7-top 40, 100.7 & 106.9-Rock, 101.3 & 94.9-Country, 105.7-Solid Gold Oldies

fav book?:  Any biography Ive read(like Selena, Audrey Hepburn, Lucille Ball, John Lennon, Michael Cuccione), Chicken Soup For The Teenage Soul...1-3...and quite possibly these other books I just found out about, though haven't read yet.  When i find the time, which probably won't be until the summer, I'll read them...these Ender books..."Ender's Game" and the rest of the series.  They sound pretty interesting:)  AndI also need to read Tru confessions...I just saw the Disney Channel Origional movie it was based on, not I wanna read the book:P

If you could meet anyone, dead or alive, who would it be?:  John Lennon, Selena, Audrey Hepburn, Michael Cuccione, Paul McCartney, Kevin Spacey, Alec Baldwin

Is the glass half empty or half full?:  Sometime full, sometimes empty...depends on my mood and what it's about

What do you like about yourself?:  uhh...not a whole hell of a lot!! lol  Nothin' physically.  I can stand my personality, except for the Unbeliveably shy and self conscious part of it

What don't you like about yourself?:  pessimistic, shy, looks, low self esteem, pretty much everything...yup...and the fact that that is the answer to this question.  Like, I'm too negative and stuff...or something...well...not all negative...can't really help it too much...I mean, I'm sure I can, but can't...ya know?  I just try not to let the negativity show....being that negativity is stupid and all(ahem...lol) So I've been looking up all these positive quotes, poems, and songs on the net the last few days...and I found some REALLY Awesome stuff!!!!:)hehe

Do you sing in the shower?:  But of course!

Do you talk to yourself?:  sometimes...lol

Last time you cried?:  Sorta today...wew watchied this video in my Family class today...it was from a kids point of view on foster care and adoption, and their feelings on being taken out of their home by social services...it was very heartbreaking some of the things those kids said...like, all the girl in the room were vaguely teary-eyed.  But...Cry-cry...I dunno...a while ago...days even...lol

Why?:  Not telling

Last movie you cried at?:  Tru Confessions!!  the newest Disney Channel Origional Movie!  Shia LaBeouf is so freaking awesome!!!!  When ever his character cried it made me cry.  The movie is based on a book by the same name......which I need to read:)  I highly recommend the movie:)

Are you scared of spiders?:  hell yeah! eeewww, much!

What scares you?  Umm...spiders...lol...heights, snakes, creepy bugs, life long loneliness

Whats your most embarrassing moment?:  Ummm...pretty much anything involving Chad Hammond and Brian Gigax and my early years of Skateland...lol.

Describe the best day of you life?:  ummm...Geeeeeez...that one that was really kewl

The worst?:  Gaaawwwwwddd...where the hell do I being?!?!  Any fight that I've had with-uh...erm...someone.

On your last birthday what did you wish for?:  Don't really know...That was almost a year ago...I do have a wish for my upcoming 20th birthday April 16th, but if I told you then it would some true...or-uh...something...lol

If you could relive one day of your life, what would it be?:  wow...just one? lol  Should I pick a good day cuz it was good?  Or a bad day so I can change the outcome?...wait...am I allowed to change the outcome?  If so, then how bout March 3rd and actually see the concert!!!!

What do you wish youd have done in past but didn't?:  What should I have done?  Hmmm...lots of stuff! lol

What do you wish Hadn't done in the past?:  Again, where the hell do I begin?!?!...said....something

Do you consider yourself wild or mild?:  Mild

                        Shy, fly, high, or dry?:  shy, by far

                        Bad, rad, mad, sad?:  Sad?  I dunno...not really sad right now, but I'm not bad, mad, or rad, either...lol...None of the above?

Have you ever made yourself throw up?:  geez...yes...yes I have...what of it

Ever starved yourself and if so for how long?:  K, then...yes, yes I have...ummm....a week, maybe...give or take a day or so.

If yes to either of these last 2 questions, for what reaon?:  Umm...like, why did I not eat and throw up?  Well genius, why do most people do that?...  Dislike of ones self and appearance?  For the purpose of someone else?  Being noticed?  Hmmm...yeah, pretty much.  And in any case, not like I make a habit out of it.  Anyway...those were annoying questions

Are you a King/Queen?:  Im a punk rock prom queen!:)lol  Sorry, just watched Josie & The Pussycats and listened to the soundtrack about 12 thousand times!:) 

What are your goals?:  Graduate College and go into Child Protective Services....but at the rate Im going, Ill be luck to get out of college!!!!  Argh!...*damn tests...damn, damn tests!!*.... lol

What do you plan to be?:  Child Protective Services person

Fav smell?:  guys cologne...specially...uhh......  someones;)...and Aqua Di Gio, too.

Do you like your memories?:  Some of them, sure...others make me wanna cry or just make me really f-ing MAD!

Fav memory?:  Ummm....how bout meeting those famous peple I talked about earlier, and concerts I've seen...and I know you want jucier, but I don't wanna go there!...even good memories upset me, actually

Least fav memory?:  Again...where to start...how bout Anything where Brian Gigax was there!?!?(I rather have all my damn aweful Troy memories than all the messed up ones of Asshole Brian!!!!)  Well, except one I'm thinking of having to do with the poetry of song class I had with him, and someone else who popped into class for a visit, and not knowingly...and I'm sure still doesn't even know...put Brian in his place for a bit!:)....not going further on that...but I enjoyed that experience emencely!:)hehe

Are you psycho?:  sure, why not  lol

Do you like school?:  GOD NO!!!!  I'll be lucky if I get out at the rate Im going!!  *ARGH*

Do you have a bf/gf?:  yeah-f-ing-right!!!!

Do you think youre pretty?:  God no!

Why?:  umm...duh...why the hell do you think!?!...sorry to be negative, but sometimes, it's out of our hands and the truth is just negative...or, umm...somethin like that...lol

Whats the sweetest thing someone of the opposite sex has ever done for you?:  abso-freaking-lutely Nothing!  How bout a hug when I was sad/upset...yes...I lead a pretty pathetic life, I very much know

The best thing?: Uhh...well...hmm...Got to know me.  Well I dunno if it was even directed toward me, but how bout "Negativity is stupid"

The worst/meanest thing?:  oh gee, how bout telling me I'd be pretty if I were skinny?!  That work?!?!  Think that'd be why I shelter myself and don't trust guys easily?!?!  It was a long ass time ago, well, like 10th grade, maybe...maybe 9th, actually...I dunno...I was probably 15...but something like that screws ya up inside...especially for a 15 year old girl...and it sticks with ya for a very long time, too....even if the person who said it was and is a TOTAL ASS...but when the person is a crush, it's not fun...it's just not!  *Damn Brian Gigax...ARGH!*

One thing you wish you could do but you can't?:  Sing, have the ability to talk to guys, read peoples minds,

One thing youd change about your self?:  EVERYTHING!!  Looks, shyness, teeth, pretty much anything and everything

Describe yourself in less than 10 words:  in full sentences or just words?  Lets do words (in general)-Shy, pessimistic, paranoid, caring, kind(however, w/ friends)-fun, happy, energetic, easy going

What are your best qualities?:  caring, easy going, kind, good listener, helpful, love kids

Worst qualities?:  shy, pessimistic, paranoid(only about some things), low self-esteem, don't trust  too many people easily(specially guys)(though I suppose that could be a good thing), tend to either hold on to the past or what I want to happen, rather than move forward and let new people in my life

What question do you have for yourself, about yourself, that you dont know the answer to?:  Why am I the way I am?...we'll just stop there:P

What question that you have for the world in general?:  hmmm...Why is it always the good people that are taken from us, but assholes like Osama Bin Laden are still kicking?!?!(well, if he's still alive after that earthquake over there, anyway, but still...you get the point)

Whats One thing that you don't want from people?:  pity kindness/friendship  If I ever do say something about being pessimistic or whatever, specially to guy, I dont want pity friendship...been there, done that...dont wanna do it again!!!!

Fav quote?:  "He who forgives those who should not be forgiven are the truly trustworthy and honorable people in this cruel world."--?

A guy and a girl can be just friends but at one point or another one of them will fall for the other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late or maybe, just maybe...forever--Unknown.

"One Person can only do so much, but together we can make a difference-Michael Cuccione

If we all try to make a difference each day, imagine the big difference that will be made in a very short time."-Michael Cuccione

 "Im not stopping here.  I am keeping on until a cure for cancer is found."-Michael Cuccione,

Cherishing a complete life does not necessarily require a complete lifetime.-Melinda Rose Hathaway

"The weak can never forgive.  Forgiveness is an attribute of the strong."-Ghandi

"Never frawn because you never know whos falling in love with your smile."--?--

"When you're having a bad day, it takes 42 muscles to frown at someone, but it only takes 4 to give them the middle finger." --?-- haha:)

"He who angers you, conquers you."-Elizabeth Kenny  (*and believe it or not, negative or not, I'm doing a pretty good job at not letting the things people do or say to me, like, really anger me...I shall not be conquered! lol I like this quote:P*)

"You yourself, as much as anyone in the universe, deserves your love and affection."-Buddah

"I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have." --?--
"I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it."--?--

"A real man just can't deny a woman's worth"- Alicia Keys, A Woman's Worth
"So life isn't a TV show.  I'll survive.  Just because in real life things don't get wraped nice and tidy, it doens't mean they can't improve"-from the movie Tru Confessions

Fav movie quote?:  "Bass-Akwards"-On The Line, "Pork Happens"-On The Line, "Eat My ASS!"-American Pie 2, "Im down with the funky shit!"-American Pie 2, "This one time, at band camp"-American Pie...mainly cuz I play the flute, and its fun to say that to people lol

 

In the 'Fav quotes' section, I have 2 that begin with "I have learned."  They are just 2 from a webpage that I found the other day.  I really liked it, so I'm putting the link here, along with the link to another kewl page I found the other day, too.  On the "I Have learned" page...that's only a portion of the site...so make sure you click the "main page" link on there and check the rest of the site!!:) They're kewl pages...if ya need some positivism or whatever in you life, or just wanna read some positive, inspiring quotes, definately check these pages out! 

I Have Learned

Inspirational Poems & Stories